hye there...i'm alfie from malaysia...can we b friends???look...i'm from malaysia..it's fuckin' far from u'r hometown...u'r from canada...it's cool rite...r u fine with it???myspace, the new breeding ground for idiocy (and billions of dollars worth of marketing information). how i love it.
i've been trying this sam-e shit for mental alertness. it's supposed to regulate a bunch of neurotransmitters and it's not that big in the nootropics community but it has been mentioned a bunch of times so i figured, why the eff not. until i find out, that it fucks me up. for example, it makes one negative thought manifest into a panic attack. i was at work and i thought to myself 'wow, the world would really suck if my bf died, huh.' and then all of a sudden i thought dom had died and i was freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaking out! and needed to excuse myself so i could cry in the bathroom stall but then.. i couldn't because it also numbs you up! another day, i lost my sense of humour pretty much altogether and i knew it and there was just nothing i could do about it so i just sat there like a statue. it kind of reminds me of zoloft because of the slight numbicide which leads to apatheticization, but at least zoloft didn't depress me or make me paranoid and shit. ironically enough, people use it as an anti-depressant.
so down the drain it goes.
