the job search continues. nobody's called. i'm applying for this studio photographer's position even though i have no experience but it says you don't need any but i'm sure you really DO need experience and it pays $8/h and i'm going for that whole gaining experience thang now so yeah money doesn't matter anymore. solmaz gives great advice.
so dom convinced me to have the docs fish my tongue out my stomach and now everyone's trying to pressure me into re-attachment... well i dunno. you have no idea how great it is to just... stop... talking. i know, i know, it sounds horrible, but you learn so much when you just shut the fuck up. of course it's a challenge to actually tell people shit, but you adapt to it. body language becomes vital to your very existence. i feel like a sophisticated cavewoman here. tongues are totally overrated man. you have no idea.
really the only problem i've had with communicaction is this picture and trying to explain what happened... i don't know... just... don't ask...