i want salad.
not the nutritious kind.
i don't want to remember the next few days. just a blurry blur of bad food and bad tv and farts.
then on sunday, i want my head to instantly clear up, so i can study for my psych midterm. like a switch. off....on. that would be nice.
don't lecture me. you know i don't do this often. and with good reason... i know it kills all the wires in my brain that i've been trying so hard to mend.
but sometimes, i just don't give a shit. tonight is one of those nights.
